Wednesday, May 7, 2008

The Absence of God

As I was trying to pray this morning I felt this huge wall between the Father and I. At first it might have been me feeling depressed and lonely, but I think it was more about my own selfishness. I believe when I began to concern myself with the issues of others and not my own desires God began to open himself up to me. I want my life to be guided by him, but I realized today that I really need to concern myself with others. I think so much of my time is spent worrying about where I am going, where I am headed or who's looking out for me instead of actually caring about you all, my wife, the person who just lost a loved one in Myanmar or the person who is eating dinner by themselves looking for community. I don't know if this makes sense, but it was just something I was thinking about.

Thanks for being a part of my life. I know I don't I pray for you all nearly enough and for that I apologize, but I truly appreciate who you are and what you teach me about myself and a life with Christ.

See you in the morning

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